Shot me through with sanity

by Ace

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released April 2, 2012

CreditsVocals & Piano: Ace Eshed
Drums: Yossi Hazan
Guitars and Bass guitars: Elior Edri
Keyboards: Yogev Samina
Stringed instrument Quartet conducted by – Miriam Rappaport
Second violin: Marian Rappaport
Viola: Victor Christossov
Cello: Lav Matoyokov
Sound Engineer: Tom Alon
Graphic Designers & Art: Maya Glick & Nadine Weill
Produced and Arranged by Yogev Samina
Recording, Mixing & Mastering at loolrecords.com

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Track Name: I wanna die
I wanna die, I can't hear anymore
I commit suicide,
I wanna jump from a truck; I wanna slip from a bridge
Don't try to be someone you're not
Don't try to be me

I'm waiting for the rain, I want to blow out my brain
I'm waiting almost dying
I wanna be so cold that I can’t feel my feet
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die in my arms tonight
I wanna die, I wanna die
But I don’t wanna be buried alive

I wanna die; the air in the room is stifling
I’ll play with my gun
I’ll strap in the electric chair; I wanna use an OD
I’ll blow myself into smithereens
Take the only way out

I'm waiting for the rain, I want to blow out my brain
I'm waiting almost dying
I wanna be so cold that I can’t feel my feet
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die in my arms tonight
I wanna die, I wanna die
But I don’t wanna be buried alive

Don't try to be someone you're not
Don't try to be me
Track Name: Closer to you
Somewhere in some place you are waiting for me
Sometimes I wonder if we were ever meant to be
I want you, I need you
I need you by my side
Want you, need you
Take me for the ride

I want to be closer to you
Don't want to envy you
I want to shout your name and let it go
I want to be closer to you
Don't want to be envied by you
I want to shout your name and let it go
I want to be closer to you

Life on the road’s taking its toll
But I won't give up
I rush from one place to another
In order to see you close up

For now l let you play with my heart
I know the exactly the moment
I will be sure we’re no longer apart.

I want to be closer to you
Don't want to envy you
I want to shout your name and let it go
I want to be closer to you
Don't want to be envied by you
I want to shout your name and let it go
I want to be closer to you

And if somebody tells me again
I'm a crazy, frenzied, monomaniac, enough!
I will laugh in his face
And I'll wish him the best
Just wait a while to see
Track Name: Capture any memory
Keep imagining your last moments
You probably lay there with an angry look
Cursing that fucking snake
Or just enjoying the beautiful silence
Of the jungle; your “Nobles” in your back pocket
And a finger in your favorite curl

I'm trying to keep it together
Trying to keep in mind
This isn’t real
Capture any memory
Capture any memory
Capture any memory

What you wanted to be
Is still a mystery to me
Your eyes were open as if you were filming the world
Suddenly God smashed your screen to black
And without any warning
You’re laid in soil and concrete

I'm trying to keep it together
Trying to keep in mind
This isn’t real
Capture any memory
Capture any memory
Capture any memory

You always loved to get lost in the wild
But this time the wild lost you
Track Name: Crazy joke
Sometimes I get the feeling
This is all part of some crazy joke
That if I hadn't gotten the meaning yet
Then maybe there's none

Sometimes I find it funny
And I laugh so hard
That when we get serious
I can't be serious enough

This is not a part, this is the real thing
There's nothing to wait for
There will be no second coming
Sometimes I get the feeling, I can't even feel
Sometimes I get the feeling, I can't even feel

Sometimes I care for bullshit
‘Cause that's all there's to care about
Then I wake up early
And I realize

Sometimes I even feel
There's someone watching my back, finalizing
Making sure my hands are raised
‘Cause I hadn't given up yet

This is not a part, this is the real thing
There's nothing to wait for
There's will be no revolution
Sometimes I get the feeling, I can't even feel
Sometimes I get the feeling, I can't even feel

Sometimes I get the feeling
This hole is a cart to some crazy shop
Where I buy myself some decency
And then I stop
Track Name: Farther from you
I'm starting a new life
I'm starting all over and over again
I'm not go to fall now
I'm not go to fall now to your pray
And you can do your silly sad face
You can do it
But I won't be here to see it

I'm on the run
Farther from you
chasing myself and anyone

Memories surround me
Threaten to hunt me and fool me again
Going like crazy
Craving for you, seeking for pray
And you can stand there laughing
Stand in vain
You can do it
'cause I won't be here to watch you

I'm on the run
Farther from you
chasing myself and anyone

And you will stand there
Smashed in naked pain
You will lose it
And I won't be there to see it
Track Name: Feel so alive
I feel so alive
You opened a window to the world that shut
Take a step inside, come rest a while.

I feel so alive
You touch my heart and win me over
We’re walking together, our shadow is one

I don’t want you to go so soon
But I have this fear it will happen again
Without you I’m acting unnaturally

Touch me softly
Lick me where you want until I burst
Like my first
It’s not so hard to dare

I feel so alive
Like no one else you clean out my soul
And fill me with fresh memories

I feel so alive
Even a cockroach seems like a stunning flower
The world looks like a finished work

I think maybe things went too far
I had this fear it would happen again
With this song you’re going to disappear

Touch me softly
I’ll find you in the end of this curve
Keep your nerve
It’s not so hard to stay

I felt so alive
In the short time I knew you I drowned in your shit
The bad odor is pressing up my nose
Track Name: I want you back
Every night my mind wanders
Thinking about you and me
It's been a while and I was indifferent
There is no instant solution
Don't be surprised
Is it really impossible?
I feel like I've almost lost myself in you

I want you back in my life
Simply together, now and forever

Every night my mind wanders
Thinking of how great you are
Every time my fingers feel you
There is no turning back
I’m stuck coming back
Is it really impossible?
It feels like you’ve almost lost yourself in me

I want you back in my life
Simply together, now and forever

With you and I, lover
It can never be safe and sound
Sing yourself through me
I can't help being bound
Track Name: Mental hospital
In the mental hospital
The view is hidden
In the mental hospital

In the mental hospital
They mixed my mind
In the mental hospital

Freedom is my only thought
All I do is numbering my days here

Be number one it's not so easy
Be number one I was chosen out of a billion
Don’t be me wrong I'm still number one
I’m tied but my essence’s eternally alive

In the mental hospital
They tied me to the bed
In the mental hospital

In the mental hospital
They drugged me till I fainted
In the mental hospital

Freedom is my only thought
I’ve been struggling like a lion but now I’m caught.

Be number one it's not so easy
Be number one I was chosen out of a billion
Don’t be me wrong I'm still number one
I’m tied but my essence’s eternally alive

Freedom is my only dream
Each abuse has its privilege in this madhouse
Be number one…

In the mental hospital
They shot me through with sanity
In the mental hospital
Track Name: Burn me a number
You're coming together, with no fear at all
You're coming together, with no fear at all

Take the pill, take the pain
Take all, don’t take it easy
It’s forgetting that I don’t give a damn
And I can see that…
You're coming together, with no fear at all
You're coming together, with no fear at all

Tell me something that I don’t want to know
If you don’t mind
Tell me something, beautiful face
Make it all right
Take your makeup off your face
Steal the beauty out of this place
And burn me
Burn me a number

Take the pill, take the heel, take the pain
Make it all go
It's recollecting that I do give a damn
And it seems like
We're coming together
No fear at all
We're coming together
No fear at all

Tell me something that I don’t want to know
If you don’t mind
Tell me something, beautiful face
Make it all right
Wash your makeup off your face
There is no beauty in this place
And burn me
Burn me a number

Burn me a number, burn a number, burn me a number,
burn me a number

Tell me something that I don’t want to know
If you don’t mind
Tell me something, beautiful face
Make it all right
Wash your makeup off your face
No need for beauty in this place
Pick your tooth and shave your hair
Just keep going, nothing’s fair
And burn me
Burn me a numbe
Track Name: Man on a mission
After I started realizing
I didn't want to miss any time
After I left my life
I couldn’t waste a single moment
Can't close my eyes anymore
Can't stop believing

After all I'm just a man with ambition
I'm on a mission
I'm staring in the mirror
And I can't see my face

After I chucked away the shit
My goal become important again
After a year in darkness
The sun is rising again
Can't shut my mouth anymore
I’m better than before.

After all I'm just a man with ambition
I'm on a mission
I'm staring in the mirror
And I can't see my face

This mission started back in Israel
This mission continues in the USA
Europe, I'm on my way
Being passed over is not an option.

After all I'm just…
Track Name: Natalie
Natalie, your name is like a melody
Borne without a memory
I’ll show you what my heart is for

Natalie, I'm gonna be there for you
It think that this is meant to be
I’m torn, counting down the days

I've never been close but I
Don't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
I've never shouted your name
Don't want to leave you
With my last confession

Come, come on home
When I need it the most
It's not too late, we can fall apart together
Come, grab onto this shooting star
And we’ll make the perfect landing
We can end up nowhere, nowhere, nowhere

Natalie your name is like a melody
You’re circling me I see
Crawling naked on the floor

Natalie here it comes again
I want to follow my desire
Could I be lost forever?

We've never been close but I
Don't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
I've never shouted your name
Don't want to leave you
With my last confession

Come, come on home
When I need it the most
It's not too late, we can fall apart together
Come, grab onto this shooting star
And we’ll make the perfect landing
We can end up nowhere, nowhere, nowhere

You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
My eyes are watery
Forgot how to cry